Sorry for that pointless journal earlier. I was really upset and I tried so hard not to show it all day. Then when I came home, I lashed out at my mum and my little sister and then I was crying in my room. Lame I know but I couldn't help it.
Dawn just called me. She asked if I was okay and I said "Yeah..." and put the phone down. My mood problems are getting worse and I can't help it.
-sigh- I'm losing my ability to be that happy, hyper and friendly girl I once was. School work is piling up but all I want to do is draw. I haven't had this much trouble since year 7 when I was bullied by my best friend.
I'm not sure how to explain more than this because my mind is mucked up at the moment and I don't want sympathy.. I just want to get on with my life without all this stress.
I suppose this journal is letting out my feelings and I shall later delete it so that all can be forgotten.
Thankyou all for your concern but I think I'll be alright.
I love you all and thanks for being such great friends. I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys. I know that this sounds rather stupid but it's true.
I think I might go away in a minute to think about today and then hopefully erase it from my mind.






{I suppose since I don't feel like talking, I'd prefer to tell you all this instead of replying to all your messages in the last journal}
Devious Comments
Just close your eyes for as long as you want
Lay on something fluffy and/or squishy
And dream of clouds and ummm Kyo
Not neccessarily sleep
But like, daydream with your eyes closed
Make sure there's no loud noise and listen to birds if you can
sunlight helps too.
{yopu can tell I've done this a lot xD}
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i r patrick stump
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<33333
You feeling better now?
I should work on your surprise
I'm starting over for the third time xD
I want it to be PERFECT
So I'm sorry that it takes long ;3;
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i r patrick stump
Thankyou so much. I appreciate your support <3
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Omg I love you too~!!
Thankyou - and I'm sorry for making you worry.
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My dreams are shattered on the floor, my heart is in pieces and my eyes are dry from bleeding my long lost love
Fledgling in the =VampyreArmy
Fière d'être QUÉBÉCOISE
I just want to say that I really hope you're feeling better and ilu and I miss you being happy and you probably miss being happy too <33333
I know you didn't want anyone's sympathy but I can't help it I love you <3333
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i r patrick stump
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> > >
> > > ELEVEN
> > > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > >
> > > TEN:
> > > You feel shy whenever they're around.
> > >
> > > NINE:
> > > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > >
> > > EIGHT:
> > > When you look at them, you can't see the other
> > > people around you, you just see him/her.
> > >
> > > SIX:
> > > They're all you think about.
> > >
> > > FIVE:
> > > You realize you're always smiling when you're
> > ; > looking at them.
> > >
> > >
> > > FOUR:
> > > You wou ld do anything for them, just to see
> them.
> > > > > >
> > >
> > > THREE:
> > > While reading this, there was one person on your
> > > mind this whole time.
> > >
> > >
> > > TWO:
> > > You were so busy thinking about that person, you
> > > didnt notice number seven was missing
> > >
> > >
> > > ONE:
> > > You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
> > > laughing at yourself.
> > >
> > >
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> > >
> > > **
> > >
> > > *
> > >
> > > * send this to at lest 5 people in the next 10
> >min.
> > > And something good will happen
> > > Because you read this you will get kissed on
> >friday.
> > > BREA K IT and your crush will ask someone else
> out.
> > > Tomorrow will be the best day of you life. How
> > > ever,if you don't send this to at least 10
> people,
> >by
> > > at least 1am, you will have bad luck for the
> rest
> >of
> > > your life. Just copy, paste and you will get
> kissed
> > > on friday. DON'T send it back to the person who
> >sent
> > > it to you TAG UR IT!! This is so scary. Send
> this
> > to
> > > 15 people in 143 mins. when you are done p re ss
> F6
> > > and you crushes name will appear
(This is just kidding, lol.)
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Happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat. ~ Notting Hill
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!
And if you get at least 10 back, you will receive good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.
I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.
If you receive (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person!! ^^ hope you enjoy!
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I live to please friends, BUT THATS IT!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!
And if you get at least 10 back, you will receive good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.
I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.
If you receive (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person!! ^^ hope you enjoy!
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I live to please friends, BUT THATS IT!!
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Welcome. I love your art <3
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You see, Jazz is like a Jello Pudding pop - no! Actually, it's more like Kodak film - no! Actually, jazz is like the new Coke; it'll be around forever!
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the art i do comes from the heart within
love your art, love your special gift forever....
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these adjustments
have nothing to do with clocks
with every goodbye
you learn.
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Come on!
Live it up while you can
We all lose in the end
No you don't get another shot
Bang bang! Shoot 'em up, yeah
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Pet Kit plz. She likes to be petted ^w^
If you watch me and I am not watching you, feel free to note me
Oi~! My hotdog xD
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Pet Kit plz. She likes to be petted ^w^
If you watch me and I am not watching you, feel free to note me
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i r patrick stump
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these adjustments
have nothing to do with clocks
with every goodbye
you learn.
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Pet Kit plz. She likes to be petted ^w^
If you watch me and I am not watching you, feel free to note me
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Pet Kit plz. She likes to be petted ^w^
If you watch me and I am not watching you, feel free to note me
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OTL
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